September 28, 2012
I feel guilty for getting everything I want recently. Well, almost everything...most of this guilty comes from not even knowing what I want. I want it at one point, but then I don't wait it right after I get it. But there's just one thing I've always wanted, but I know that no matter how much I pray for it, I'll never have it. "Don't forget me, I begged. I remember you said, sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead.
I will never forget these words". It's these words that makes me never want to tell you how I feel
You're slacking in your texts, it makes me not wanna text you anymore...it takes like 4 hours for you to respond. I'm pretty sure your classes aren't 4-8 hours long nigga. You might read this someday, but for now, I don't know how I feel. I don't think I'm mad or anything, just a little disappointed. I thought that you would be there for me if I ever needed you, but I don't need comfort after a year..and if you never get to read this, I'll make sure that I mention this in your next letter. It's only been a month, what the fuck's gonna happen after 4 years?
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